Wednesday, December 03, 2003

Yesterday was.....a very down day for me.....a person i've had known for 10 months have found a new love interest...

Theoretically, i should be happy for her....i really do...but there is this small part of me that really feel that I have lost something significantly important....in my Life. I think in that 10 months we have known each other...subconciously,i have haboured feelings for her....maybe its her character, her readiness to embrace life,smile on it and not looking back and frown attitude that makes me have such feelings to start. Ouh Well...life is life.....what is not meant to be....not meant to be. I was rather shocked when i called her....and she told me the news....I was glad in a way that i'm told off...the last thing i want to be is an obstacle in someone's life. Well.....i'll look forward for Life now.....bearing in mind that all the things she has said towards life.....

Thank You very much Indahwahyuni.......a nice name befits a splendid and charming person.

There is still this feeling of emptiness.....still......dun know what caused it. would really love to get rid of it soon. I am never a fan of morbid feelings.....eventhough i relish the thought of dark grimmy wet days..... Did practically nothing yesterday cept for house chores and to top it up i had a case of fever. Mum and Dad are in KL right now with my baby sis..........left yesterday morn. The house looks empty....close to void.....

Had a shock today, Milo Girl smsed me...asking how my life is getting on by.....it's kinda nice to get to "reacquainted" with old friends. Well....am getting ready to go out now.....will blog in more materials soon.....i could sense more things awaits me.

*~ I'll be your love suicide.....the one that silenced the sweet memories...~*


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